This Light Between Us

Sprawled in an ungainly fashion on the windowsill, he observed the world outside through the frosty pane of glass and reminisced of times past. There had been instances when he had lost all hope of successfully engineering his way through the hurdles, and yet he recalled how he had stood tall in the face of the most adverse circumstances. Nevertheless, it seemed to him his current dilemma was one that happened to be unprecedented both in nature and intensity. He thought of how he had secretly felt in control of every situation that had threatened to get out of hand in the past. Deep in his heart, he had always held the belief that everything would set itself right somehow and he would pull through in the end. And he did. This time around, however, he could not bring himself to feel optimistic. He closed his eyes.


Apollo was a nineteen-year old with a penchant for reading and writing. From a very young age, he had been taught to read stories for children. By the time he entered his teenage years, he was an avid consumer of fiction and non-fiction alike. Some writers he read fascinated him and aroused inside him emotions he never knew existed; they instilled in him a desire to express himself in the most vivid manner possible. He had an unquenchable desire to distinguish himself from the crowd; to travel places unexplored and write on themes never discussed before. His high flying aspirations were kept in check by his unparalleled ability to procrastinate at the worst of times; he possessed a great deal of ambition but lacked motivation. Apollo felt he could convey himself more clearly in writing than in speech and took to writing fiction as a means to escape the occasional bouts of depression and self-doubt he suffered from. Ideas came to him naturally and he translated them into eloquent prose; his professors praised his efforts and told him he had a rare gift. His rebellious nature and inclination to challenge authority often landed him in trouble. He could not bring himself to submit to what he called the ‘rigid, monotonous’ guidelines set out by elders and liked to think of himself as an artist and his seniors as antagonists who were bent on putting restrictions in place in order to curb his creativeness and ingenuity.

Apollo had a mess of black hair that fell across angularly on his forehead and light brown eyes that boasted of a serene intelligence. He was tall and had an athletic build for his age. Being extremely particular about his attire, he dressed to impress. A number of girls in high school had hinted at their interest but he had preferred to remain aloof and ignorant. He liked being detached and distant and had taught himself to find solace in his solitude. The idea of giving up on his interests and making compromises for another individual did not appeal to him and he felt no need to enter into a voluntary commitment to allow someone else control over his actions. His pledge to keep himself at a distance from the opposite gender lasted till he laid his eyes upon her for the first time.


There was a loud thud and Apollo’s eyes snapped open. He realized he had fallen asleep on the ledge and had gained consciousness by crashing to the floor. He pushed himself up in an effort to regain his composure as his eyes adjusted themselves to the gaping darkness surrounding him. Ignoring the throbbing pain in his left shoulder, he went outside to switch the porch light on. His parents had gone out and would not be back any time soon. Apollo did not mind being in the quaint little house by himself. He had grown up inside these walls inventing games that required the participation of only a single individual and conversing with himself when he felt in need of a companion. Although he enjoyed the company of his friends occasionally, he felt truly at ease in the comfort of his room with his attention focused on an intriguing book. Throwing himself on the couch, he let his mind wander. He thought of how it was as dull and depressing a winter season as any he had ever seen. It seemed to him as if time had almost come to a standstill. The events of the previous winter were still clear in his memory. He wondered if he would remember them as clearly in a few years’ time.


It was a chilly winter evening of an unusually cold December. An icy wind blew in sharp gusts and stabbed at the faces of those individuals who had either been brave enough to venture out of their cosy dwellings or were unlucky enough to be unable to associate themselves with one. A famous musical act was in town and a concert had been hastily arranged in an attempt to benefit from the opportunity. Apollo and his friends had decided to attend the event and were looking forward to it despite the hostile weather. As the group made their way across town to the indoor arena where the concert was scheduled to be held, Apollo noticed flocks of people travelling in the same direction. It seemed as if people from nearby towns had made the journey to the local neighbourhood only to catch a glimpse of the act. Apollo had never felt truly at ease in large gatherings.

(to be continued…)

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A crime against the state

 Girls between the ages of 18 and 23 have been the most vulnerable. Photo: Express Tribune

Girls between the ages of 18 and 23 have been the most vulnerable. Photo: Express Tribune

According to the Human Rights Commission of Pakistan (HRCP), an incident of rape occurs every two hours and an innocent victim is gang-raped every four to eight days in Pakistan. Although government officials and human rights activists argue that this is an issue faced by the global community at large, the situation in Pakistan has deteriorated over the years instead of taking a turn for the better. An annual report compiled by the Aurat Foundation, a Pakistani women’s rights organization, indicates that violence against women in the country has generally been on the rise since 2008. It is important in this regard to determine which factors have contributed to this trend, what problems the victims face in the status quo, and whether state institutions have played their parts effectively in the past to ensure proper implementation of the current legislation against perpetrators in an effort to set a deterrent against this heinous crime.

Rape is not an issue that has surfaced in recent years in Pakistan. At the time of partition of the Indian subcontinent, there were frequent occurrences involving both Muslims and Hindus. During the Bangladesh Liberation War, it is estimated that between 200,000 and 400,000 women were sexually assaulted by the Pakistan armed forces and supporting military groups.

The lives of women in the country were then drastically altered by the promulgation of the Hudood Ordinance in 1979 which dealt with offences such as adultery, theft, rape, and bearing false witness and made them punishable under Shari’a (Islamic Law). The ordinance blurred the distinction between Zina (adultery) and Zina-bil-jabr (rape) and made women vulnerable to the misogynistic tendencies of men in a patriarchal society. To prove that the act of rape had been committed against her, the woman had to admit that sexual intercourse took place. Along with the stigmatization that usually accompanied this confession, it was used in some cases as an admission of guilt on the woman’s part. If the accused was later acquitted due to a lack of evidence, the complainant faced charges of either adultery or fornication. According to a report by the National Commission on Status of Women (NCSW), an estimated 80% of women in jail in 2003 were there because “they had failed to prove rape charges and were consequently convicted of adultery”.

There have also been cases where illegitimate pregnancy after rape was used against women to prove adultery on their part while the rapists were acquitted. Not only was this ordinance a direct violation of Article 25 of the Constitution of Pakistan which states “There shall be no discrimination on the basis of sex”, it also resulted in many cases of rape going unreported due to the victims’ fear of being convicted as criminals.

The Women’s Protection Bill 2006 sought to amend the Hudood Ordinance in an effort to appease the human rights organizations and activists demanding a complete repeal of the law. The bill made rape punishable under the Pakistan Penal Code (PPC) which is based on civil law and automatically categorized sexual intercourse with a woman below sixteen years of age, with or without her consent, as rape. It is imperative to note that the gravity of the current situation in Pakistan calls for more drastic action. According to the Islamabad-based NGO Sahil, there were 3,861 child sexual abuse cases reported in Pakistan in 2012 – a 17 percent increase on the previous year. No separate legislation currently exists for cases of child sexual abuse despite the more severe moral and ethical obligations attached.

The issue of child abuse currently falls under the section dealing with rape in general. There is an immediate need for stricter punitive legislation in this regard to set an adequate deterrent,” said Sidra Humayun, Program Coordinator of War Against Rape (WAR), an organization that works on the issue of sexual violence and provides medical, legal, and psychological help to survivors. WAR has documented a number of cases of rape, some involving very young children, and has also detailed the reluctance of victims to speak out, and the difficulties they face in obtaining justice when they do.

One of the main problems in tackling child sexual abuse in Pakistan is getting acknowledgment of the issue’s existence; the matter being one whose reality people refuse to accept. For many people in Pakistan, it is a taboo subject which they are not willing to discuss. Faqiha Rafi, a psychologist who runs a private clinic in Lahore, blames social disintegration as the main culprit behind cases of child molestation. “When there exists frustration among individuals in society due to inflation, poverty, terrorism, or any other factors, and there is little chance of entertainment, people will resort to illegal and immoral methods to gain pleasure,” Rafi said.

In most cases, an acquaintance or relative of the child is responsible for the act. Sahil found that in 47 percent of the cases reported, the crime was carried out by an “acquaintance” or a person “known to the victim and their family”. This also often results in the child being murdered after rape for fear of being recognized.

To assess the current situation and devise an effective counter-strategy to prevent incidences of rape taking place, it is crucial to highlight the underlying factors that have contributed to the increase in reported rape cases in Pakistan in the past few years. Omer Aftab, CEO at White Ribbon Pakistan, an organization that aims to end gender discrimination against women by creating awareness amongst men, sheds light on the issue. “There are three main causes of rape in Pakistan: Lack of education, sexual frustration, and poor implementation of the law,” Aftab said. “In the absence of proper implementation of the law and appropriate deterrence for culprits, rape victims cannot obtain justice.”

Some women subjected to sexual violence commit suicide out of shame and the belief they have brought disgrace to their family’s name through their actions. In some cases, the victims are murdered by the families themselves to rid the family of the social stigma and ostracization that is usually associated with such occurrences. A report from the HRCP estimated that in 2009, 46% of unlawful female killings in Pakistan were “honour killings”. In such cases, the family and rapist often get away with their wrongdoings while the victim is punished for a crime they never committed. As a result, many cases of rape remain unreported due to the victims’ despondence over obtaining justice through the flawed legal system and social pressures while their offenders walk away without accountability. “In most cases, women who have been raped are killed while their rapists get away with impunity. If a man wants to exact revenge on a woman, he simply rapes her with the satisfaction that she is the only one who will have to bear the consequences,” Aftab added.

Along with the social stigma and ostracization at the hands of society, survivors often have to deal with a multitude of problems in their quest for justice. The Women’s Protection Bill requires DNA tests of all rape victims and suspects in a country that boasts only a handful of DNA laboratories for a population of over 180 million. Furthermore, in a country where almost 30% of the population lives below the poverty line and struggles to make ends meet, this demand is unaffordable and impractical in nature.

WAR has repeatedly stressed the importance of forensic evidence and the need to use it constructively in rape cases. “From the rapist’s sweat and strands of hair to the dust trapped inside the fingernails of the victim, there is an immense amount of evidence available at the crime scene and on the victim’s body in most cases,” Humayun said. “There is a need to collect the evidence properly so it can be used to construct a strong case against the accused.”

Ideally, the victim should be taken to a medico-legal officer immediately after she has been abused for collection of evidence. The problem lies in the fact there are very few female medico-legal officers throughout the country and the equipment used for collection of evidence is outdated and inadequate. Meanwhile, a delay in getting to the medico-legal officer results in loss of evidence. Evidence might also be lost if the crime scene is not protected to prevent the evidence being tampered with. “The concept of cordoning off the crime scene to preserve evidence is gradually being introduced in Pakistan,” Aftab Phullarwan, Deputy Superintendent, Model Town Police Station, Lahore stated.

For survivors, getting a First Information Report (FIR) lodged against their wrongdoer is the first hurdle in a long and difficult path to securing justice. If the Station House Officer (SHO) is not present in the police station, the FIR cannot be registered. In some cases, victims and their families wait the whole day to no avail and return home dejected. According to Abdul Shakoor Chaudhry, a retired sessions judge from the Faisalabad district and current Advocate High Court, there should be a higher number of access points for the public to get an FIR lodged at their own ease and convenience. In this regard, a register to record information should be present at all times with all magistrates, chairman of the Union Council, and the registrar of the High Court.

There have also been accusations of condescending behaviour on the part of officers who refuse to file an FIR in some instances upon the request of the complainant. DSP Phullarwan denies the allegations. “No police station rejects lodging an FIR under any circumstances. We are not naive enough to throw away our livelihood by not following standard procedure. Even in cases with a weak claim, the FIR is registered and the investigation is carried out.” How effective the investigation techniques prove to be and to what extent they are influenced by political pressure and affluent families of the accused is a different story altogether. The recent advent of women police stations might serve to ease the hesitation of women who have gone through the painful ordeal and feel intimidated by the rough behaviour of male police officers.

In a country that has an overall literacy rate of merely 57%, it becomes extremely difficult for illiterate survivors from rural areas to get a report filed. Mukhtar Mai, whose gang rape in 2002 received international attention and raised an outcry in Pakistan, recalls how it was hard for her to file a police report and work on her case with lawyers without being able to read.

The next problem the survivors face is attaining a date for the court hearing of their case. The judicial process in Pakistan is extremely slow and cases linger on for years. The complainants eventually get tired of commuting to and from court and cutting work hours for a seemingly hopeless cause. During the trial itself, the survivor often has to give testimony standing in close proximity to her rapist which can be a traumatizing experience. WAR has proposed that a time-frame be set and strictly followed for deciding on rape cases to minimize inconvenience caused.

State institutions in Pakistan need to work collectively to bring about a change in the existing system and ensure the interests of all individuals in society are protected. According to Abdul Shakoor Chaudhry, state institutions and investigation agencies need to work together to achieve mutual goals and higher transparency while remaining free from all kinds of external influences. NGOs and human rights organizations, along with the media watchdog, should play their parts in bringing cases in remote areas to public attention while the judiciary should sift through the cases to discard sensationalized items and focus on the critical ones.

WAR has been guiding survivors in their fight for justice since 1989 and plans to carry on providing medical, legal, and psychological help despite a lack of funds. In the past few years, WAR has also initiated advocacy campaigns in order to prevent sexual violence. The families of survivors have an extremely important role to play in providing them with the moral support they require to gain the courage required to take a stand against injustice. “NGOs and social activists can only play their part effectively if they are supported by families of the survivors in their cause. In 99% of the cases, the families are supportive and understanding,” Humayun declared.

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Curtain: Poirot’s Last Case – A Review


It is strange how a particular place can invoke a plethora of memories and bring about a nostalgic rush at the same time. It seems only yesterday I was travelling to Styles for the first time, foolishly believing the best years of my life were behind me. Little did I know at that time I was on my way to meet a man whose influence over me was to mould my entire being and change my outlook towards life; and here I was once again, travelling to the same country house in Essex. The prospect of seeing Poirot again kept me animated through the dreary journey. I had missed him dearly.

Hercule Poirot. His egg-shaped bald head, magnificent moustache, penchant for order, and famous ‘little grey cells’ were renowned the world over. Over the years, we had been inseparable as Poirot had built himself a reputation for solving the most challenging of cases as a private detective after his retirement from the Belgian police force. I had last met him over a year ago, and it had saddened me immensely to see with my own eyes the devastation old age had wrought upon him. Crippled with arthritis, he had to move around in a wheelchair with his valet having to cater to every need of his. His face had become wrinkled and lined, and he had lost his plump frame. I had learned that Poirot had been living in Styles for some time, and my heart yearned to enjoy his company once more.

Poirot had written a letter asking me to join him at Styles on an urgent errand. On my arrival, Poirot told me to my great surprise that he was on the trail of a criminal mastermind whose pursuit had brought him to Styles. Five unrelated murders had taken place, and Poirot was convinced that his suspect was linked to each one of them. It was Poirot’s belief that this mysterious villain, whom he referred to as only ‘X’, was present among the occupants of the guest house that Styles had been transformed into.

In the beginning, I had my doubts about the whole business. In the case studies of the five murders Poirot had shown me, it was evident that the guilt of the murderers had been proven beyond doubt. After I had been introduced to all the guests occupying Styles, my scepticism increased further. They all seemed nice, friendly people and I could not bring myself to believe that one of them was a maniacal serial killer who had already committed five murders in cold blood and was planning another while at Styles, according to Poirot. I remembered a case Poirot had once recounted to me upon my insistence that there must have been an instance when his little grey cells had failed to function properly; the case of ‘The Chocolate Box’. I thought to myself it was only natural for Poirot to be imagining crime everywhere he went in his old age since his whole life had been dedicated to fighting crime and evil. However, I dismissed these unpleasant thoughts from my mind and reminded myself of Poirot’s unparalleled ability to solve the most baffling cases throughout his distinguished career.

Poirot had asked me to become his eyes and ears at Styles which is exactly what I did. I reported every incident that took place around the house to Poirot and kept him aware of daily developments. Poirot had always been secretive in his ideas and theories but the complete lack of information he provided irritated me beyond measurable extent. My misgivings were laid to rest and Poirot’s theory was proven correct when an attempt on an occupant’s life was made. Poirot told me then that this would be the last case we would solve together and that at the end of his career, he had finally come across the perfect criminal. What began as ‘The Mysterious Affair at Styles’ would fittingly end at the same place as Curtain: Poirot’s Last Case’.

At the end, all I recall is Poirot signing off our first adventure at Styles with “we shall hunt together again”. The end of Poirot’s manuscript read “We shall never hunt together again, my friend.” Grief overtook my senses as my mind wandered off to memories of all the cases we had solved together. Poirot always said I had too trusting a nature. Maybe he was right. I never guessed. I never guessed…

(Written from the perspective of Captain Arthur Hastings, companion-chronicler and best friend of Hercule Poirot throughout his detective career)

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Democracy that is accountable is democracy that delivers

“A democracy requires accountability, and accountability requires transparency” (Obama)

Democracy is a form of government in which power is held by the people and exercised by them through a system of representation involving free elections to benefit the whole society. For a society to move forward in the right direction and this system to be a success, it must be ensured that those in authority make rightful use of the power bestowed upon them and remain liable to answer for their conduct. Although democracy in Pakistan is still at a nascent stage, it can be made to deliver if political corruption in the country is curbed, the influential role of the judiciary in the evolvement of democracy is realized, and voting is made a privilege instead of a right.

Ever since Pakistan gained independence in 1947, it has experienced turbulent times on a democratic front. The fickle nature of Pakistani democracy is evident when taking into account the various coups d’état that have been carried out by military establishments against civilian governments periodically which have resulted in a state of martial law being enforced four times in the country’s short history. In the aftermath of these events, chaos prevailed and Pakistan was thrown under dictator rule. However, the country recently experienced its first successful transition of power from one civilian government to another following general elections, with the previous government having completed their stipulated term in office. It is a step in the right direction for democracy in this country but there are many hurdles still barring the way. The newly elected government has been highly inefficient in dealing with insurgents and the Taliban who have accepted open responsibility for blatant attacks on Shia Hazaras that have left at least 800 dead and more than 1500 wounded. The recent attack at the mountain base camp in Gilgit-Balistan, which resulted in the deaths of nine foreigners, served as a massive blow to the tourism industry in Pakistan and further demeaned the country’s already tattered global image. Unless the new government can quickly devise an effective strategy to bring about peace and economic stability, yet another military takeover seems to be on the cards.

Political corruption in Pakistan is at its peak. During the last four years of Prime Minister Yousaf Raza Gillani’s tenure, Pakistan lost an astounding US$94 billion due to corruption, tax evasion, and bad governance. In 2012, Pakistan was ranked as the 33rd most corrupt country in the world, according to the Corruption Perception Index. Unless political corruption is rooted out of the democratic system, the nation will fail to progress significantly. This is where the country’s judiciary has a role to play. The Supreme Court of Pakistan has already given indications that it will intervene to try and limit the proliferation of corruption in the country. In June 2012, Prime Minister Yousaf Raza Gillani was disqualified by the highest bench of the judiciary on charges of contempt of court. The Supreme Court also instructed the country’s government to initiate a treason case against former President Pervez Musharraf who came into power following a military coup in 1999. An empowered judiciary, along with a free and independent media led by capable journalists, would serve well to keep corruption levels in the country under control. In addition, bodies such as the National Accountability Bureau and Public Accounts Committee will continue to bring more corruption cases to light. A separate Accountability Commission could also be set up to ensure all institutions perform their duties without any breach of morals. In doing so, it must be ascertained that feudalism and the practice of inherited politics is abolished and the vibrant youth of the nation empowered and educated to secure the country’s future.

One of the main reasons the evolution of democracy in the country has stalled is illiteracy among the masses. In a recent report, Pakistan ranked 113th among 120 countries regarding literacy rate. For democracy to flourish in Pakistan, a certain level of education must be made a prerequisite for an individual to cast their vote. The issues that plague this country today are beyond the scope of understanding of the average uneducated voter. If educated people, who have a better understanding of political policies and are less prone to manipulation and ideological hegemony, are allowed to vote on behalf of the illiterate as well, it would benefit the entire nation. Furthermore, referendums could be used to give the whole electorate a chance to voice their opinion on the more important issues the country faces. This would lead to higher transparency in running the affairs of the state along with a higher involvement of the masses.

To ensure that politicians in the country remain accountable, voters who are aware of the laws being formulated and whether they are in accordance with the interests of the public are required. The presence of such a community in society would keep a check on the government’s actions as it would bring into question any action of the government it deems contentious. This would result in the general public being empowered at the end of the day through their elected representatives which is the true essence of democracy.

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10 concise ways to make a feminist shriek in agony

  1. Ask a feminist woman to make you a sandwich. Nothing will raise her temper quicker than this simple request. If things get heated, you can always tell the lady how being in the kitchen will help develop her creative side and get her a higher number of marriage proposals.
  2. Start dating a girl who works at Subway. She will have to make you a sandwich with a big smile on her face when you visit the restaurant every day. To hit the nail on the head, take a feminist friend along with you.
  3. When a feminist asks you for a stopwatch, act surprised and ask them what went wrong with the timer on the microwave oven.
  4. Use the word ‘patriarchy’ every once a while. Act offended when a feminist asks you not to use the word and remind them of your right to express yourself.
  5. Ask a feminist how they plan on bringing about change in the societal status quo. Once they start elaborating enthusiastically, cut them off by saying it was a trick question and how the only change women can bring about is in the condition of the kitchen.
  6. Ask a feminist whether they want to hear a joke. When they reply in the affirmative, say “change”. When they respond with “I don’t get it”, reply with “exactly” and walk away with a smirk on your face.
  7. When in an elevator with a feminist, make sure you allow the women to leave first when the doors open and tell the feminist afterwards how you are proud of yourself for upholding women’s rights.
  8. Tell a feminist you will do the dishes if they make you a sandwich. If they make you a sandwich in the hope that you will fulfil your end of the bargain, tell them washing dishes is not a man’s job. If they don’t make you the sandwich, you would still have outraged them with your proposal. Win-win situation either way.
  9. When a feminist tells you men who say women belong in the kitchen don’t know what to do with them in the bedroom, reply by pointing out a sandwich always tastes good after strenuous exertions.
  10. Tell a feminist gender equality should work both ways which is why men should stay at home while women go out and earn a living to sustain the household. If this does not throw the feminist into a wild fit of rage, you have either followed instructions incorrectly or decided that the implications of making this remark out loud might be disastrous.
  11. Tell the feminist they scream like a woman when your mission has been accomplished (promised 10, delivered 11).

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